[Okirin]

I said I was happy to have this meal with my parents and my brother's family, but I lied to them. I'm sorry, I don't feel good about speaking with my brother, although I'd love to see my little niece.

I'm tired of beeing a target for him, never good enough, I can't take it and smile as if I don't care. Still, I know I'll force myself to be nice and I'll just feel like sh*t as soon as they'll be gone. I hope sunday will be over fast.