[Merskelly Metalien]

;U; These past weeks have been kinda hard.
Been isolating, wallowing in misery and eating less often..
;-; Tried to cry a few days ago but it didn't work. I think I forgot how..
;n; Struggling with my thoughts as of late, so I can barely focus on anything else...like,
"But what if they actually didn't like my minestrone soup, and they're just being polite??"
"Where could I go that is lonely and semi-dangerous?"
"I'm not going to get anything out of this, am I?"
and
"Maybe I'm actually annoying...and pathetic.."