[Stabbsworth]

i'm very tired.

drama happened between someone i have a crush on and a couple of people in their friend group. i literally cannot form a proper opinion on this because person i have a crush on sent a screenshot, and i can't see the entire goddamn thing that was posted or what they've said. convenient. almost like they're trying to omit info tbh.

then again, i'm fucking paranoid.

i'm just tired of having to be everyone's therapist because it feels like that's the only way i'll ever be useful. i can't donate to people, i can't fly over and actually physically help. it's frustrating.

and i sort of want to die. y'know, the usual.

also, some prick of a boy yelled that he loved me. i don't even know the fucking jackass. if he harrasses me again, i swear ta god i'm gonna go feral. reminds me of that time an older bloke put his hand on my fucking shoulder and told me to smile more often.

why the hell should i smile in this fucking economy that people like you helped to create? i probably won't be able to get a job or figure out how to drive, and you're telling me to smile so you can get some kickseys?