[Lady_Katsaya]

I live with my aunt due to some family issues. (If you count being thrown into foster care for 18 years of my life as being family issues)She takes care of me and all, but there seems to be no love in her actions. My cousins use me as some kind of slave, and when I tell them no, they get mad. Now, don't get me wrong, I love my family. But do they love me? She yells, cusses and threatens to stab me on occasion. She barely gives me 100 bucks every 2 months and expects me to go to college so she can get my financial aide check. It's my money and when I complain about it, she goes into a rage and shuts me in my room. Now I'm staring at the stark white door, wondering what I did wrong. I cry myself to sleep most nights and they simply pass me by. Soon, I even stop crying. I clean most of the house, but can barely use the laptop. I barely eat, yet I gain weight due to my body thinking I'll be starving again soon. She babies her children, but I only see new clothes once a year...

So tell me, do you think they love me or tolerate me?