[Merskelly Metalien]

;_; Nothing wrong with taking a day for personal health...nothing wrong...I'm in pain and I am sad and I can't work like this. ;~; </3

I ate the green stuff and drank water and took care of you body! Why oh why are you still trying to kick my ass, huh period??? TTnTT </3

I feel so alone and gross and horrible and I just wanna lay here and cry. ;___; Why shouldn't I not go to work? I might pass out or worse, not feel well enough to even make it home...I can't work efficiently like this! I'd be useless! I feel useless. ;n;

Uuuuugghhhhhhh my cramps are awful. My gas is a pain. Ontop of it all I can't go back to sleep and it's almost 3 AM. ;_; </3 It's always the worst on the second day...and it's the second day...

Edit:
Had a crying workout in the shower...
Feel like sh*t...
I'm the worst employee...
I don't even deserve to eat...
..damn this depression is hitting hard... ;_; I wish I wasn't so good at beating myself up, and thinking of only the worst...