[Muff Muff]

Dear ***,

I hurt. I am to the point of breaking. I cannot take this feeling of pain anymore. You used me. I know it, you know it..And after I ran away you wanted nothing to do with me. "It hurts too much to speak to you." Yeah? Well all I want to do is talk to you, so tell me how that one works? It isn't fair to him that you make me feel like this. He likes me..or so he says..I'll ruin it and run away because of you, do you know that? Because I will think too far into things, regret things, and have to leave. Because I'm too fucking depressed!! I cannot take this anymore! I'm at the point I don't even want to try anymore. I want to quit life. Do you see what you do to me? DO YOU SEE IT?!? No..because you're blinded by yourself. That's all you cared about..and you tried to make me feel guilty for what you did? What did you do for me? Keep me hidden? Use my money? Take advantage of my love? I can't even hate you though at this moment I hate everyone else and they did nothing. Do you see what you do to me, ***...do you see it?