[Bre-berry]

Dear Diary.

Ive been so stressed lately, worrying over things that dont mean anything. But still worrying not the less. Because of the stress my eyes have been having uncontrolable twitches and having hiccups multipule times in one day. Its hightly annoying at work, which is one stress factor in its own. I know im good at what i do, and my coworking and manager tell me i am great. But i still worry every day that im going to lose my job and its so hard to get another one in this economy. Another part of my stress is coming from final grades that will be coming out, i just want to pass everything so i can be done quicker and get out of here. And finally my relationship...not only with the guy i like but everyone else. Again like work, i am afraid one day he'll walk up to me and tell me he had made a big mistake with being with me. Now my relatonship with my friends dont help this factor at all. the one friend i cared acout the most was against this relationship the most. with not having my friends support, its make me worry able even talking about him. while she goes on and on about her boyfriend. I stay quiet, when all i want to do it shout from the roof tops that im so happy being with him and prove it to the world. Im getting torn up inside because i can express what i want. because people will just get mad at me. Some times i think itd just be easier if i disappeared without telling anyone. I have the car..i have the money...i have gps. it sounds so easier but yet so hard.

From..A Nobody