[Misericorde]

Thanks everyone. I actually told him today that I will -not- marry him, or agree to an engagement, until he proposes the right way. I broke it off this morning after he decided to be an ass with me. I'm determined to get the proposal I want, and I will make sure I get it. I need to continue talking to him though, I haven't seen him much today to be able to. I agree, Ashu is right, and I'll be taking that advice, as well as the rest posted here to heart. I don't wanna be engaged or married out of guilt or fear of saying no and hurting him. I want it because I love him. When I'm ready I'll say yes, and only if he does it right. <3