[Ginger]

Woooooo sorry I haven't been on. I was kicked out on Friday and been depressed ever since, and no one has been talking to me about it except my boyfriend. Even he doesn't understand the meaning of depression and social anxiety disorder, which makes me even more depressed. Idfk what to do about us anymore. I feel estranged and really, really disliked. It sucks when everyone around you hates you and their feelings of dislike just have this really negative affect on me. Not saying that I'm in the right either, but they could at least try to understand why I've been laying in bed all day for the last 5 days, avoiding contact with anyone, afraid it's going to erupt into this ginormous argument.

But yeah, he's playing Skyrim right now and I'm just listening to music.