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Default   #41474   Cronislee Cronislee is offline
The Infernal Knight
KoC has, at best, 5 active members. In 2 1/2 weeks, it's moved 3 pages.
I've done everything that was suggested to me to make the group better; removed non-active members, stopped enforcing any of the rules, stopped doing anything that I thought might come off as harsh, or offensive, and all I have seen from it is the continued decline of something I actually cared about. Despite the crap I had to deal with, despite the people I had to deal with, and I've gotten tired of trying to do something that no one seems cares about.
I dont want a pat on the head, or a "hey, this looks good", or any vain things like that, but why should I continue to strive for something that no one else seems to care about aswell? What happened? I posted that I did not think the group would last til the end of the month, and I got a reply of "dead thread" from someone who went off on me about how Offensive I am to the point that they wanted to leave. I Removed all the non active members, but kept their titles for anyone who might want to join, and I got lectured by someone who was never a member in the first place about why that was a stupid idea.

Maybe this comes off as irrational, but I honestly dont care if thats the case. A house needs its pillars to be supported, and when those are gone it callapses. And I've watched as one-by-one they steadily slid out from under the foundation. And now, there are 3 left that actually seem to care about the group, despite the fact that it's slipped and has begun to crumble. Yeah, it's not real. Yeah, it's just some group on a website, but this has been something I have worked hard on, and put up with a lot of BS for it. So when everything is said and done, I could say I tried and what pisses me off the most is that no matter how I try to look at it, I failed.

That is what is going on.
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Old Posted 12-05-2011, 12:43 AM Reply With Quote