[Vanitas]

Dear Self,

Why can't I just be honest with myself for once and choose the right thing? I'm exhausted of going back and forth...I just want a clear answer. I know what I must do, but why can't I muster the strength to do it? Why do I give in and just pretend things are normal and dandy when they are not? I need to stop hiding from the truth and just accept it, even if it hurts the one I love, I need to be true to myself.