[Vanitas]

Dear Diary/Self,

I have never been a great listener or a great friend. I am passive and just don't like to talk/text. I used to be very talkative and social, but what has happened to me? Sometimes I do not like it. Sometimes I just don't care at all; I don't care if I hurt someone else's feelings, but I want to change that. That is not me. I care, a lot but there is some s**t that is not worth caring for because it only brings me down. I hate being a bad person, it's not me. I want a job, I want to do well in my life, but first I want to find myself and actually sit down for a moment and think.

~Vanitas