[Mizeria]

Dear Diary-

Why can't he understand why I left?
Its not cause I don't love him, or cause I've found someone better.

Its cause the pain is just to much to handle.

Why can't he see that I can't wait for him to change... that it hurts to much... that all I want is for him to do this for him and not for me.

I know its hard, but he needs to wake up and find himself and love himself before he can try to love someone else.

Everyone has flaws, no one is perfect to a T, but everyone has their own personal views on perfect and someday he'll find someone that he'll treat right without even trying because she'll be his prefect and someday maybe he'll forgive me for all the pain.

One day he'll see that he isn't worthless, or useless.
One day he'll understand... Won't he?

I wish there was some way I could make everyone happy and take away everyones' pain.

-Miz.