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Lifes' Last Longing [possible M]
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Mizeria
It's over 9000!
And I'm waiting... And waiting...
What if that day that I'm waiting for never comes?
Will I be lost to time without anything to hold tight to?
Will whats broken ever mend, or will it just break more and more each passing day until there's nothing left of me?
I fall once more to that place.
Utter desire grips my mind.
My lungs tighten.
Its getting harder and harder to breathe.
Then you message me and the world starts spinning again.
The air starts flowing through my lungs again.
There is only hope in you.
Only hope that one day I'll be whole again.
Only hope that there is more to live for then broken promises and broken dreams.
Maybe that's all I need.
Hope.
So I wait and wait.
As the pain consumes me I pray and pray.
Just one final escape.
So I think of that knife and its steel edge.
And I think of the cold that helps me mend.
And I wish for a better way to take away the pain.
And my hope returns with his words and the blood that falls to the floor.
It's a choice I need to make.
Open up to him and hold close to all I have, or drown in the blood of my past.
If I told him would he understand?
Will he forgive me..... Will he care?
- November 02, 2011
Posted 11-02-2011, 11:52 AM