[Serra Britt]

Thanks for the advice both of you.

@Daring, Most of the time when my heart and head are at odds I tend to follow my heart. In most cases it is the best for me, but I do need to temper things with common sense as well. I have told Luna about my neediness, and I felt guilty about doing so, but it's out there. I'm trying to keep my mind off Luna but many things remind me of her. I think that's part of the problem XD

@Yokuutsu, You help a lot. I didn't think about the instant gratification, but it may be related. With internet and phones I'm used to being able to see people every day if I want, and this just isn't the case with Luna. Perhaps I am trying to have too much just because it's possible. I do have several friends and I do spend time with lots of them, when I can, but Luna put it very well once: "You are unique, and no one can replace the feeling of spending time with you." So while being with others does help, it doesn't replace the want of spending time with Luna. It distracts me though :p Which is probably a good thing.