[Jessibuns]

Well.
The beginning of my big date was horrible.
Meaning before we bought out wristbands she was like "Ive been thinking about breaking up with you for awhile."
And i was just silent for a few moments and then i said "Well this is the best day ever."
/sarcasm.
So instead of my perfectly planned moment on the ferris wheel where i wanted to kiss her at the very top.
I cried so silently while she held me that she didnt even know i was crying.
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But towards the middle of the date i was like "If Sheena can date a junior in college that lives in Florida im sure you can manage with a junior in high school who lives in the same state.
That convinced her i think.
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So towards the end we had fun.
And kissed.
And hugged.
And ate.
And i won her a purple flaming turtle plush.
Then we traded it in for a frog plush when she won the second game.
I named it Lucille Grant.
(:
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So yeah.
Im really just okay.