[Espy]

Guilt is all about mindset. If you say sorry to him, it'll eventually get the better of you, just like how...if you smile, even if it's forced, after a while, you'll start to feel a bit happier. I would feel guilty, too, at first, but the point is to not keep thinking you're guilty. Justify your actions to yourself; don't try to explain them to him, just keep it to yourself for now. You need to build up self-confidence; guilt's the opposite of that.

Not gonna say anything about the "original" issues...that just makes me want to bash my head against a wall.