[Rosekitten]

After it was all over his stomach was still in knots and his head spun a little . He didn't really want to watch the whole process but he couldn't manage to get Zosa's grip to loosen until after he had finally passed out and even then it was prying his hand from his. When everything was settled down a little he sighed heavily but stayed by his side none the less. He hoped this was worth it.. to go through such an amount of pain, he never wanted to see that again but he knew very well he might..

He needed to get over any doubts he had of Zosa dying.. if he did die then Thalion would follow him just like the vows stated. But he wasn't going to let it happen. They were both still young, there was too much life left to give up now.