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Rainbows and stuff
Mizuki just sat there. When Thalion had came over and grabbed his arm in carfeull hands he almost wanted to jerk it away, but he didnt. The words the other had said didnt even penitrate his mind as he sat there. Sure he was in pain and loosing blood but at that moment Mizuki didnt really care. That is when Thalion stood and returned a moment later with what appeared to be first aid supplies. Lifting his arm to his chest infront of him Mizuki looked at it.

He then did something unexpected even for him being in one of his moods. Mizuki then began to rip out the glass shards not careing if he causes more damage to his arm or not. He got two pieces out before a strong hand caught his when he went back for the next shard. It was the hand of Thalion. Looking up the expance of that arm he looked into anger yet worrie filled eyes.

Mizuki himself didnt know where that came from but he didnt regret it. "Am...I destand to be alone..." Mizuki knew it was the wrong way to say the question but it was to late now. Every person he thought or loved was dying...or was already dead. And those he thought he could trust no matter what seemed to stab him in the back with the first chance possible.

Mizuki then hung his head not being able to take the glare from Thalion anymore. "Where...do I belong?" Mizuki then dropped the bomb shell he had been thinking off since the battle a little while ago. Where did he belong? Now classified a traitor from the east, feared by still alot of the west...what was he to do? Mizuki felt lost and alone. Like he mattered to no one. But that wasnt true right? The male beside him and even said he loved him...so why?

Mizuki didnt know. All he knew was that he needed to know or feel the others love beside him. He needed it to push out the darkness of doubts and fears that clouded a tired mind. With that thought he turned his head with very sad eyes and a lost expression. Reaching a blood stained hand up Mizuki touched the side of Thalions face and gave almost a needy whimper his ears falling back with the motion.

Mizuki then moved with almost lightening speed wrapping his arms around the just as hurt and tired male. He just needed to feel him, hold him, thats all he wanted. So thats what he did. Wrapping his arms around the other he hid his head in Thalions non hurt shoulder. He couldnt help the pained whimpers and tears as they now flowed freely. His mind was tormented and he had only one anchor left in this world. One that he was currently holding onto as if his life depended on it.
~*~*~*~*~*~ ♥...If you will have me we shall be...♥~*~*~*~*~*~
~*~*~*~*~*~♥ ...Together forever and a day...♥ ~*~*~*~*~*~
Old Posted 09-29-2011, 01:49 PM Reply With Quote