[Rosekitten]

He just sat there, he was almost stunned he even asked that. What question was that.Though.. he never did say those words to the other. He never thought about it till Mizuki asked that he had never once said it even though they had been more or less together for a year. He couldn't even answer Mizuki even though he had the answer he just sat there.

Though the next words out of his mouth hurt worse then the first ones as he just blankly stared at Mizuki. Did he really just say that? Why would he think.. wait does he think that really? He wasn't even sure what to make of this suddenly, sure the two had little fights but they normally were over with no real hard feelings at all hell most of the time it lead to something else and both sides forgot what the hell they were even fighting over.

"is that what you think?" He finally forced himself to speak as he looked down at the floor, was it really if it wasn't he wouldn't have said it. "Why the hell would I do that?!" He finally snapped at Mizuki as he looked at him with a slight hint of anger in his face. "If all I wanted to do was keep you from your side I would have just killed you. I didn't have to put up with you for over a year just to play games with you." Sure his temper was getting the better of him but it was the truth why would he think such a thing.

Though he was hardly done with Mizuki's ears, he was going to say whatever he needed to, to get the point across. "Fuck, did you even listen to what you asked? I was going to walk right up to the damned Eastern camp to make sure you lived, to hell with my life. It never once crossed my mind of what dangers there were with doing so." He stopped talking a moment to get his breath back though it was very apparent that he was still more then pissed.

"Then you have the nerve to ask if I love you? Oh course I fucking love you damn it!" He seemed to oddly calm down after he said it and his ears dropped a little before he moved and quickly pulled Mizuki up from where he was laying down wrapping both arms around him. He just stayed there a moment keeping Mizuki close as he breathing was a little unsteady, but it wasn't till just now that he had even come to terms with some of his thoughts over the past week.

"Don't ever say something like that again.. not once did I even think of using you. Out of anyone you should know me better then that.. Thats why .. thats why I was willing to ensure that you lived, I can't lose you.."