[Belial]

I would love not to go but it's almost as if I don't go, noone can go.
Now my dad, who has a low self opinion, claims that he shouldn't bother going since my sister seems more concerned with if I go and he wouldn't be welcome.

Just because I choose not to go, everything really has to fall apart for everyone? I know I am not responsible for other peoples choices but they sure like to make me feel as if I am.

Eric has seen the news, ABC and CNN, He is also 11 and does have his own, very strong, opinions.

Now my sister thinks we all hate her and she understands why she is in CA now in the first place and oh my god I feel like the worst person in the world.

It's hard to explain so I do appreciate you even reading this.