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☪ஐﻬ☽ Those are great ideas Wicked. The journals seem like a perfect
idea for me. I think I'll pick up some
journals today when I get to go shopping
finally. At least with my husband being
home for these few days I will be happy
and I won't have to worry about my depression.
I just hope my doctor sees that I am an
emergency case and let me get in before I
get worse.

I heard about St. John's wort and since my
meds don't work anymore for me, that might
be something I should look into. It's
supposed to be a natural depression thing
so that might work better for me if I can't
get in to see my doctor. And that means I
will have to stop my meds. Which isn't that
hard for me. After a few days I start to
feel the effects of withdrawal. Something I
hate. I really should of read those papers
I got with my meds when I got them. I just
assumed that I wouldn't have any problems
with them, but I was way wrong on that.

I have drawn, and I keep thinking about doing
it again, but I just can't think up something
to draw yet. And I do want to write a story,
but I'm waiting til I get to town today to
get a notebook or two so I have something to
write in finally. I gave my paper and notebook
I did have to my son to use so he can start
getting into writing to help him with his
problem. I really should of thought that through
alot more.

I'll try to do those things and hopefully they
will help me if my doctor refuses to see me any
sooner. I just hope he doesn't.

Thank you for the kind things you said Wicked.
They made me feel a little better.



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