[Serra Britt]

Dear...anyone.

Last night was one of the most painful things I've ever gone through. The emotional scar feels like it won't ever heal, and that makes me feel like I did the wrong thing, though the two people closest to me say I did the right thing. I just don't know. Perhaps I have just been screwing up all along with everything, and it makes me feel like I should throw all my wants out the window and empty myself of desire. I know it's not healthy to do so, but if I can't regulate myself, it might be better to pursue no one, and nothing.

-Struggling to find my place again