[Lioshika]

@Dark; I grinned and bear-ed it once before. And I almost cracked. For five months I was virtually a slave to my grandma and my grandpa. She can't walk and he wouldn't get off his lazy ass. I was waiting on them hand and foot night and day for five fucking months.

@Trak; My mom told me I have to show her respect. I was literally bounding down the stairs when I heard the garage door. I was right there to greet her and I was crying. I'm crying now thinking about the whole damn day. How her piss stained panties are on the couch unwashed. How even with mom there, she still was griping about me being basically too stupid to clean. She referred to me when speaking to my mother as "Your daughter". I HAVE A BLOODY NAME. All day she called me Leah (My mom's name). Now I'm "Your daughter". To me it felt like being disowned by her. Being distanced even farther. . . I do a lot of shit for her. I wasted my summers instead of with friends, helping her. I never had that regular childhood. I was always around old farts. Always in the car going to somewhere for my grandpa's business. There were never kids. And now. . . She was talking like I wasn't even there. And I was.

I told my mom though that if she ever calls me a pig and compares me to that drunk again, I won't be able to control my mouth and I will rip her a new one. My mom didn't say anything. Mom walks in and grandma says to her "I figured I'd clean to keep my mind busy" but all day to me it's how I'm a slob and even though I work almost 30 hours a week, full time student with a heavy workload, she doesn't care, I should do all the work so I don't kill my mom with dust.

I also have found she threw out my heat guide for my straightener. Didn't ask what it was, she just threw it the fuck out. I told my mom that was the last straw. I don't go to her house and do that shit, why do it to me?