[Lioshika]

I fear even that won't work. I tried the headphones but she just yells louder until I answer. She's messing up the bathroom and I WILL be putting everything back during the night. I can't stand it. you would think it not being her house, she would respect how we want things, NO. and I am actually crying now because I'm tired of this verbal abuse she gives. I even rather be at work it's so bad. I've been stealing cups of Plum wine hoping it would calm me down but it's not. I can't get to pee because she's in the bathroom, which means i can't even get the damn Benadryl to knock myself the hell out. and my mom says she may not be able to get home. . . I told her I'll sleep in the damn car and let my grandma ruin the house, then when she's done come in and fix everything back to what I wanted and shit. I'm tired of it. She's just. . . FUCK. I can't even describe the pain she causes me. Anyone know a good therapist in NY?