[Rosekitten]

Sure he liked silence but this one.. was killing him. He didn't have the time to just sit here he had enough on his mind without just sitting here and letting it do it's own thing. Vrine seemed to know what was going on long before either of them did as the dragon seemed to calm down and walked off to the small bed before curling up in it. Oddly it seemed calm during this situation about to happen.

She didn't answer his question right away, he wasn't going to ask again though when he was about to give up on it she suddenly had a outburst as she spoke. "wha-" Though he was cut off before asking her what she was talking about as she stood in front of him for a few seconds and seemed to explain herself without him asking. Though what he was hearing he was half wondering if he was sober or not. He was still trying to figure out if he had hit his head on something he had been telling himself no this whole damn time and she was telling him the opposite at the moment.

Though his thoughts were easily pushed against as she seemed to force herself onto his lap. Hardly complaining this was happening but he needed to stop it didn't he, or at least tell her what he was going to do. She thought this could be the last night she saw it and it was probably right. Though she was probably thinking he was going to be killed if anything not that he'd be pretty much at the will of the next Queen. But... he wanted this he had come here thinking in the back of his mind he just wanted her to know before he went and threw it all away.

He stayed oddly silent through all of this letting her speak as she wanted, his mind was racing with thoughts none of them having to do with what he needed to be focusing on. He noticed she seemed to hesitate as she brought her lips closer after asking if it was alright, though he hadn't been truly honest with her had he.. Thinking back on it now he hid most of his emotions rather well. After she kissed him he finally gave up on ignoring himself 'fuck it..' he thought to himself what was it going to hurt if she wanted this she was asking him and he wasn't replying to her. Moving a hand gently to her shin he held it there for a second as he replied. "Of course it's alright.." Moving her face lightly he kissed her moving his other hand to pull her body closer to his.

She could have done this ages ago, he would have said the same thing just from the fact it was her. He needed to tell her though, that he was going to make a bargain with the Queen's eldest daughter to grant him a audience with her to discuss the peace between the elves. But he didn't want to ruin this not now, she seemed to accept this could be the final time they get to spend together anyway.

Keeping her close to him as he rested his head against hers he just wanted to stay like this even if it didn't go further this was enough to live for just knowing she cared, it was almost painful thinking about it. "I've been.. so stupid." He finally said under his breath "this whole time and I couldn't even see it" His ears dropped a little thinking about it he had been blind the little hints this whole time even though she seemed to be doing the same thing he had the whole damn time. Both accepting that they weren't suppose to be together.

Not that he was trying to ruin the moment at hand but he did need to tell her something. He was torn between telling her and just letting things go but he finally did settle on explaining what was going to happen. At least she could worry a little less he probably wouldn't be killed for what he was planning. "I need to explain myself,but I don't think you'll like it anymore then I do." Pausing a moment he thought about how to word this to her let alone how to make it seem right in hi head. "I'm going to submit to the eldest of the Queen's daughters, you met the one I speak of briefly." This was almost a cruel joke the longer he thought about it all the years he spent avoiding that woman and now he had no choice but to grovel to her. "with the current situation that's the only way I can get anywhere close to the queen to pas on the message." He seemed to let her go a little at least enough to give her space if she was changing her mind on what she had said before. "Well that's the plan... anyway." Sure it could fail the queen's daughter could kill him on the spot for all he knew but he doubted it, the damn love struck fool had been after him for years.

He almost found it funny, he had to tell her this and he was planning to avoid doing just that. She wasn't going to talk him out of it this was the only way he could think of to get close to the queen without having to try and force through a army willing to die for her. But it would be for the better the idea of her staying with him was.. unheard of. She'd never have a happy life surely not with people always commenting behind her back about her personal life. But even so he just wanted to enjoy the moment while he got the chance to do so, though honestly he didn't want to let her go. Even though he knew she'd be better off with the king of her people the idea of giving her away wasn't something he enjoyed either.