[Yokuutsu]

The only question I have is this, why did you post this?

You've already made your decision. You refuse to even see the posibility that you could be happy (someday) on your own or that there might be someone else out there. There really was no point in posting this it seems.

And what are you going to do when she finds someone else? Maybe she'll (this is a she we're talking about right?) get married to this person. What will you do then? It'll be the same as you left....except you will be forced into it instead. Possibly with little to no warning. And maybe you should seek counseling since this just isn't good. Because personally from what you typed up....she doesn't even love you since her mother still comes first ALL the time (I can understand sometimes)

But you've already made your decision so none of what I just typed matters, now does it?