[Trent]

Dear You,

I know you're in a tight spot now and I know things are hard, I hate seeing you struggling with so much and I hate not being able to be by your side to help you through it, I know I've made mistakes in the past, but I also know I've learned from them. You'll probably never read this, because you don't go on forum sites, but I wanted to let it out. I messed up everything, and you say that it wasn't my fault, but it was, because I knew you were the one for me, and I still left you, I didn't fight, you did, and I ignored that fighting, I was a fool and I pay for that every day by watching from the sidelines. The only hope I have is that one day I can be back with you, in your arms, so I can make up everything I put you through and show you that I have grown, that I will never leave you again, never crush you again, I wish I could take you from that abusive prick and show you how it feels to be truly loved and cherished. I'd give you everything you ever wanted and more. I blame myself but I no longer let it eat at me anymore for hopes that one day you'll take me back.