[Serah]

I don't know who to talk to about this in real life. My parents are just going to treat me with indifference and tell me to break up with him. I know it's probably the right thing to do, but I don't want to hear that from them. I don't know what friends I could talk to. One of them is not here, she's living with her girlfriend and the other has a pretty busy schedule. I don't want to burden either of them with my problems. I don't really have anyone to talk to, nor do I have someone to hug me when I start crying.

I called him to see if we could talk and he wouldn't leave the room to talk to me. He let his friend listen to what I had to say which wasn't much. He let his phone die and won't call me back so now I have to wait again. I just want to get these things sorted out so either our relationship gets better or I cut ties and say good bye. He didn't seem too concerned in his voice when I brought it up. He tries to hide how he feels in front of his friends because it's the 'manly' thing to do. When I said, "I'm thinking of breaking up." he asked, "You're going to break up with me...?" "I don't know, I've been thinking about it." all he could say was, "Huh..." I don't know if he's trying to hide the fact that he would be upset or if he really doesn't care about losing me.