[Serah]

I'll repeat this since it wasn't in what I originally typed.
I have already given up things to keep our relationship together. Things that made me happy and things that I enjoyed doing. He and I used to play a game together and after a while it started to take a toll on our relationship because we'd fight every day. He said he was going to quit because it was taking too much of a toll on him and he thought I should quit too. I left the game to better our relationship. I left behind friends I had become close to and I left behind a character I put dedication into that I was proud of. Am I not allowed to ask him to quit a game that he has friends on a character on just because what I did was years ago?

He's asking me to give up a volunteer job that I'm very attached to. These people see me as a friend and someone they can trust and depend on. That is not the same as an online game so, I don't see the balance in asking me to leave. He's not just asking me to give up this job either, he wants me to give up two things or he won't quit WoW. Is that still balanced in your opinions now?

And I stated, I'm not expecting him to give up everything. I ask him to give up one thing when I'VE given up MULTIPLE. He's asking me to give up TWO things dear to me for his ONE thing. If I wanted him to focus on his time on me I would have went and found someone else by now, does that make sense? I feel like I'm not being clear... Maybe I'm not, tell me.

I've spent so much time and money on this relationship what should I give up? The two things that are dear to me that he wants me to give up leave me with pretty much nothing. I give up these things and I'm left with my workaholic family, a sister that uses me, a friend who's never around, and a boyfriend that would rather play his xBox or his cards or with his friends than spend an ounce of time with me. I can't just give up the future job I may have either. And even when I do give up things for our relationship he hasn't done the same in return. I already gave up a game I made real friends on for him and he wouldn't stop playing. What else do you want from me? ._.

I have asked him to leave his game alone when we're spending time but he'll keep bringing it up over and over making me feel more neglected. I have tried asking him to set aside time for me. He can't. He always makes up an excuse to leave because he says he's bored talking to me. Especially when I'm upset he has to run out on me to do 'something'. There's been multiple a time where I ask him to please just talk to me for five minutes about something that upset me and he tells me he can't. He will wait until the last minute to talk to me when I've been crying or depressed.

Like I said, I don't have the 30 dollars to spend every two months to play WoW. Plus I need to focus on my education which will actually get me somewhere in life. He's already started classes again and he's still obsessed with this game. He could pull that off maybe in high school but this is college. He saw how badly his grades dropped when he didn't focus on school like he should have. I just don't have the money to pay for a WoW subscription unless he's going to cough up 60 dollars every two months, I can't. He could easily play a free game with me but he refuses to.

That would be all right for us to just being sitting in the same room together, but we're not. We don't live very close to each other and he can't drive because of a medical condition. I don't know mind just watching TV with him or having him play my xBox360 while I sit next to him. It's when he's missing every single little thing I say and can't remember what I say to him that I get bothered. He can remember what dungeon he ran two days ago but he can't remember what I said 5 minutes ago. He's incapable of multitasking even when I'm right next to him. It's hard to spend time with someone if they don't even know you're there...