[Serah]

I'm at my end here...
I don't even know where to start...

My boyfriend is a WoW addict. He's been playing it on and off for years. There's been times when it bothers me and when it doesn't. It only bothers me when it messes with our relationship and right now it is. I try so hard to explain it to him but it's like it goes in one ear and out the other. He uninstalled the game and deleted all of it off his computer for a while then I find out he's playing it again. I asked him why he redownloaded it because he knows when he did uninstall/delete it I was crying that day. He tells me, "We'll talk later, we'll talk later." His friend then says, "Why is she being such a bitch?" and my boyfriend didn't say anything in my defense. I had to tell him to say something because he yells at me when I make fun of his friends. He starts telling me WoW isn't a problem, I just make it into one because apparently I expect him to spend all his time with me which isn't true... 95% of the time we're together doing stuff he wants to get on WoW. His guildmates even tell him, "Just play and talk to her at the same time." It wouldn't be such a problem if I wasn't worried that he'd leave me for some WoW chick and that he doesn't constantly forget that 'I exist'. He 'forgets' that we've been talking, for several hours, he 'forgets' we're supposed to hang out. I'm honestly starting to feel that he's just gonna find someone else on WoW. This is upsetting me to no end right now, I'm crying. He wants me to leave something that I've been part of for almost three years now and something that I love then he'll quit WoW. How is that fair to me...?
I feel at this point that we should break up but how do you break up with someone you've been in love with for three years...? How do you break up with someone you're in love with period. We've been calling each other fiance for a few months which makes me so happy but I'm so hurt right now. I know all the "He's not worth it." and "Find better" speeches. So please spare me. I'm not trying to be rude, I'm really not but I need real advice. I don't want to hear, "Break up with him." even though I know you'll all say that and I know it's the right thing to do. I just can't... I'm in love with him so deep and I'm just a weakling...

Please. Help?

WoW is World of Warcraft, fyi.