[Saiyouri]

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(｡◕‿◕｡) No they don't. I cut her out of my life pretty
much. I called her once in the past quite
a few months only to get her husband to
come over and help us move, which oddly
enough he did. Something that he's never
done before, which is help us.

I'm making a April themed biscornu right
now. It has 4 fish in a circle. I just
finished two of them, took me over 5 months
to do since I was completely off my meds
and was depressed badly, but I did manage
to get them done at least. Better than none.

I'm hoping to get back into cross stitching
like I was before I went off my meds. Sadly
I'm going off of them again since I'm running
out of them, husband hasn't called the refills
in and I have to see a doctor to get reexamined
for what is wrong with me. Might wait to see
what the new doctor wants to give me, in case
they are different from what I'm on now. I so
want my ADD pills back. I was motivated to do
things and I actually got alot of things done.
Otherwise my depression takes over me completely
and I just sit and do nothing at all, but kill
time and I oddly enough enjoy that. But I hate
that feeling. I hate doing nothing. I'm a
creative person so not being creative is hurtful
to me.



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