[Trakadon]

It doesn't sound like your happy though... I'll apologize in advance for what I'm going to say.

From what I gathered from what you have posted. This girl has no feelings for you in the way you seem to have for her. Your going after someone that wont return your feelings and all your going to do is cause yourself more pain in the long run. I don't know you very well so I'm sorry if I over reached in saying this but you need to let go of this person and venture out and find someone that in turn loves you. You should move out and find a new place, you don't have to cut contact with this person if you don't want to but you should at least do something that gets you out of this hostile environment.

Again I'm sorry if this upsets you.