[Blaine]

This is the only time I get truly truly distressed about myself. I fear that people prefer thinking me as a fella and when they find out, they just stop talking to me. It's happened many times before since, I guess, I was no longer what they wanted.
No, I'm not trans. :C I love my femme ness, just not the lack of respect it gets. And, I dislike female avis because I prefer to dress up men. orz

Mah, I'm just...overly sensitive I suppose to it for I feel I have let you down, Alex and you're just a sweetie.

It doesn;t make sense and I have nor ight to feel as I do, but, I cannot help myself. :C