[Meizicht]

He's sort of a hard person to read if you know him well, to the point where you try to see the best of him. He has a rocky life, but I won't share his personal stuff with the world, so I try to be as understanding as possible, hence why I put up with it for... ugh, since April-ish when he started to get... mean.
And he's the type to make up excuses for why he did things, to the point where he tries to make you feel bad for him. About 90% of the time, he had me convinced it was part my fault, so my spine was like.. non existent. >__>
I made it clear though, that I was done with it.
And then for the past 3 days, despite that I know he was out on dates with other people, he's been sending me messages and I've been avoiding them because HE basically said he wanted me to not talk to him for a while, and then calls me ignorant because I haven't been answering.
+pulls on hair+ Aggggh I don't understand his way of thinking. It's so arrogant and self-centered.
But I know a lot of this was unintentional. I'm not being the guy who is defending a bad guy because he's broken down to do so; that's what makes this so complicated. He's actually not a bad guy. He just has bad habits and a jumbled life, kinda. OTL Hopefully people understand that. Dx I'm not being a fool.



>__> I rant anyway, if you hadn't noticed. Just recently stopped trying to give a crap if people wanted me to shut up or not, rofl. If people don't like it they can just not read it. =A=