[Meizicht]

For right now, I get the feeling he's trying to kiss up to me since I finally stood up for myself. >__>
So to be honest, it's been a little easier for me to resist it instead of trying to resist all the "It's because of all the stress"/"I wanted to push you away because +excuse+" etc etc.
And the guilt tripping.
And the belittling. -__-
All that.
So at least the hard part is over with.
Told him it didn't take just three days to heal over. So he'd have to really work for it if he thought it was worth it.
I know I'm actually probably being too nice, but egh.
And I'm aware I'm not over him yet, which is stupid and kinda weak of me, but what can I do except wait? =A=
Sorry if this is depressing; I don't mean for it to be. >__>
I'm just the kind of person that rants on the spot. xD;



Tv's sort of fixed.
Except the scifi channel. ; n ;
+dresses in black for the death of the scifi channel+