[MuseSick]

I don't have an eating disorder..
But he strikes me so hard, and the more I think about him hitting me.. The more i want to puke..
When I get scared.. or when I cry.. I throw up..
I have anxiety attacks.. That make me hyperventilate, cry, and on some occasions throw up..
Even if my Mum yell's at me.. I throw up..

But my brain get's so rattled it's like.. Being sick and eating a Banana, but not chewing it properly..
So when you throw up.. it's hard to get it out. Or stop..
So your breathing is constricted and you can't puke or breathe.