[MuseSick]

So- This is what I was going to say in a comment for the most part. I replied to something else first so I don't remember the whole speech I had in my head.

With my family- it's that I hate every single one of them, I can't stand anyone in my family.. Because there are little things wrong with them.. Each one of them, that makes me hate them.. I mean- of course there are things wrong with me too but it's not quite the same..

To make it short.. I wont rant on about past events that have really fucked me over.. But I'll keep it point form..

David Lia - My so called "Dad"
He acts like I'm never good enough.
I'm basically a dissapointment to him.
He's abusive, physically and emotionally.
He threatens me constantly.

Susan Lia - My So called "Mum"
She told me back in 7th grade "Normal people don't feel that way"
and to "keep my feelings to myself"
So that socially fucked me over..
To the point where I can't- well I can, but I have the HARDEST time talking about my life, because I'm been forced not to since the age of 6.

My sister - If you could find my Dear Diary post.. Hell I'll find it for you if you want to read it.
She's self centered
And it eats me up inside, my sibling envy, I watch other people, who fight but are always there for one another.
And realize how crappy and one ended our relationship is.

And that's just immediate family, without any examples why..