[gremlin]

Lucy breathed heavily, her body felt tense as he began to kiss her. She watched him with curious eyes as he went lower and lower. Lucy brought her hand to her mouth and nibbled on her nail. "I'm beautiful?" she asked, her face couldn't become any redder than it already was. No one had ever undressed her before, her stomach became knotted. Even if every man in the world told her that she was beautiful, she couldn't help but feel insecure. The only time that she felt safe and wanted was when she was around Jude. Jude's desire for her made her feel beautiful. The way he kissed and touched her it made her feel unusual. She had never felt this before. She wondered if it was love, it was possible. But it was too early to confirm that it was. I've never been around a man before that I felt so perfect with, she thought, it might just be lust. I might just be confused. Who knows?

"It doesn't bother me," she said and flashed him a smile. "I've never been with a man," her eyes fluttered closed. "Like this before, it's all so new." she opened her eyes and looked in to his. "I feel a little... different. But not in a bad way." she whispered then kissed him gently. "I want to, Jude." she purred.

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Lucy had became tired after their embrace, her body was numb. It had hurt her a bit, but it felt so passionate that she hadn't let that stop them. Near the end her toes had curled and she couldn't stop herself from crying out. She felt embarrassed by her outburst, she hoped that no one had heard but Jude. She was still undressed, hidden under the covers and playing with Jude's hair. She always seemed to be playing with it, she hoped that he didn't mind. Her eyes were closed, a smile permanent on her face. Lucy wasn't too sure what to talk about, her mind felt scattered.