[Mizeria]

honey; this is mental abuse. Everything you have up there has happened to me more then once. You want to be there for them and help them, and then they turn around and rip you apart inside. Its best for you to stop it now. Tell him goodbye. Lose his email, phone number, IM names. LOSE EVERYTHING. You have no reason to live like this.

Loving someone hurts. Loving someone that hurts you and treats you like trash is the worst things ever. I understand the thoughts that are going through your head even as you read this.
"I love him, I can't see myself without him even though he hurts me things will get better, He'll hurt himself with out me, something bad will happen and it will be all my fault. etc."

Does he treat you like he cares? Does he pick you up when you fall? Is he there for you EVER? Even if he "doesn't mean to" he's ignoring you, mistreating you, and hurting you. You have done nothing to deserve this.

That's my advice though.
I had a suicidal ex that treated me like that pretty much to the T. He said without me he would kill himself. But its been years and he's still around today. Theres someone better out there for you. It may take a while to find, but I promise you you don't have to be hurting all the time.