[Glitch]

I was in a relationship kind of like this. I mean not really but as far as the basic feelings -yes. I used to be in big trouble if I didn't talk to him when he wanted to talk but he'd never talk to me if I wanted to - that part.

Ultimately for me, it came down to him wanting to feel like he had a girlfriend but not caring who it was- which led to my suffering and never feeling good enough, and stooping to doing things I did not want to do just to win his attention.

It's not worth it, you are better than that. You deserve somebody who wants to talk to you as much as you want to talk to them. Somebody who would go buy a webcam just so they could see you when they weren't home. Somebody who would spend the whole day talking to you just because they could. Somebody that makes it so you can't help but smile.

Loving somebody, but feeling so awful about youself - isn't worth it. You can love them, but you should let them go for your own well being. If they want you, if they really care, they'll fight to get you back - and then it becomes your choice.