[Lucifer]

johnny, I understand the looking over your shoulder, it's taken me a few years now to even be remotely able to trust my best/only real friend here.

I was emotionally bullied and such when I was in Utah, like kids would do the normal tripping and such but never really hurt me, a kid called me a fat whore once, I was called a witch, goth...
Kids would trick me, pretend to be friends so then they could make fun of me more later, and also go "Hey Alexa _______ likes you" and then __ would say "NO I don't HE likes you..!" and such, using me as joke brunts, it was worse but I've tried to block it out from my head.

When I went to Oregon again after, kids were super sweet and friendly in general and guys would flirt with me, and I guess they actually meant it, but I was too wary to even believe they were being nice, I was defensive and just.. you know uptight and scared compared to them.. but oh well ^^;

The only reason the kids in Utah weren't more physically abusive to me is they were suppose to be 'good little mormons' and such.. -_-
Although they did lock me out of the bus once when the bus driver had left it and had left it open for kids to go in to relax because it had started raining...