[johnny]

I'm sorry both of you had to go through things like that.

I'm pretty sure I'd be safe, simply because "I only want the best for you" doesn't really work on me unless you're my parents. I'm not a trusting person. It took me years of knowing my friends before I knew that they actually did like me and weren't just hanging out with me out of pity, or to get more information so they could mock me behind my back or otherwise make my life awful. I still think that any time someone looks at me, they're judging me and making fun of me, and I'm still wary whenever someone tries to be nice to me because I assume they're going to push me over or put a "kick me" sign on my back or something.

My lack of socializing skills will probably save me from ever trusting someone too much.