[Jeanie]

Ugh I wish I hadn't hung on to him as long as I did. He was my hope of not being called mummy by accident. My family is happy, my brother keeps telling me now that he hated him and he had no redeeming qualities.

The main thing that made me angry about his lies was how stupid I felt because I'd defended him over it to my brother. I was there having arguments with my brother telling him how he was wrong and he didn't know anything and then I find out it was me who was wrong and didn't know anything and even though he was there a time when I was defending him he STILL lied right to my face about it.