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Dear who/whatever may control this..~

Stop thinking about having a baby..It won't happen that way. I wish the doctors would stop saying PCOS but not saying yes you have it here are the paths we can take to get it under control or anything. I want to have a baby. My husband and I have had that "when ever it happens" talk, we want a baby. I feel fat and ugly but can't seem to find the motivation to change that. I see my hubby losing weight because of his work and I think why can't I lose any.

Why do I have these weird muscle spasms and bloatly feeling.

Oh well maybe I'm just crazy..