[SanguaLuna]

Thanks. Yeah, he started to be more open and even said I am a lot better then most of the girls he talks too because my life is much more organized then theirs. That makes me feel a little better about that. I am not really up for a relationship yet, but I am looking and so I am hoping he will work out cause I do like him.

I have been talking to other guys and there is another guy of interested, but he is kind of afraid of me having a kid and a few other issues that do make sense. He is not ready for that responsibility and I cannot blame him, but we remain close friends. Closer then most people in my life. It is odd having a guy I like to be so close but at least I know I can never lose him.