[Nefer]

As another totally different confession...
I may appear always kind to my friends, but inside I'm offenly raging against some little thing they have done and try not to go with my number one value and tell them since I know it will upset them. It's little things like they answer to my email only when it's important for them and not when I'm simply asking a technical question about a website or whatnot, or when they offer jobs to other people but don't help you out at all even if they know you since quite a while...