[Feythfull]

I got some aggravating news today.
About 3 years ago I worked a seasonal job at the place my step father works.
Today he happens to mention oh why did you quit they were going to hire you full time! Dx freeking A you couldn't have mentioned that 3 years ago NO ONE TOLD ME THAT!
you think i would have stopped going if someone mentioned to me hey we would like to you stay on full time. and hey he is my step father you think he would have mentioned something at the time if he knew about it! JEEZE!!!
I liked that job and the people there I so would have loved to have that job and you know how much money I would have saved up right now if I had a full time job for 3 years and lol how much more rent I would be paying my mom and step father so he lost out on this too though not as much as I did.

OMG ok rant over thanks to anyone who even skimmed all that. I am trying not to think about it and be depressed over it I just cross my fingers that another position will become available there some time soon though they don't open up often. T_T

ok now it's really over.