[Batty]

Alright, so, lately I've been wanting to get back into crafting. I used to make Sculpey Charms, Soaps, Jewelery, Pendants and things like that. So I decided to go hop around, to see how the selling community was because I want to open up a shop, and sell things there as well.

... I didn't realize how popular the community had gotten, and now I'm really not feeling like my stuff will sell at all. I've been told I'm a creative individual, and I'm far more admired than I think I am, so my things would be quite different from the norm. Because it wouldn't be JUST Jewelery I'm throwing out there. But compared to most of the "community" my stuff... it wouldn't compare at all! Firstly, I don't have the skill most of these individuals have. So I'm feeling a little as if I won't be able to be successful at it. I know, I know. Practice makes perfect, and the more I practice, the better I'll get. But the thing about it is... is well? I don't think the things I make even stand a CHANCE at getting viewed, looked at, fallen in love with, etc. <.<;

I don't have much confidence in my creations. Some of these people are just down right amazing! And so when I see things like that I don't even want to try. And that... really pisses me off.

Anyway. I know I'm going to try. I just don't know how motivated I'm going to be to actually post things I work on. Or even try to sell them. -shakes head- Its times like these I wish I could hit myself in the back of the head with a frying pan, to knock some darn sense into me. xDD;