[Desmond]

I don't want to cut her from my life, we have too much back history for that.

But I think the time of us being insanely close is over with. I'm closer with people that I've known for maybe a year then I am with her right now.

It just hurts that it has to come to this.... I always kinda thought that no matter what we would be the ones that stuck it out until the bitter end. It just frustrates me that I feel so hurt and abandoned by her even though I'm not alone anymore. I am not the same little kid who followed her around in high school. But it just hurts. =/